Living through faith

I've lived a life with no meaning, with no motivation with no want to do anything. I have lived just waiting for things to come to me. I have lived with no care in life, and living with the motto of "just go where the wind blows me". But I've come to see that it will get me no where. If I don't reach for the things I want nothing will change and I'll just run in circles going nowhere. Lately I have been doing things differently, living differently. I'm not waiting, I have the motivation because I believe in myself and I live through faith knowing what ever comes my way good or bad I will be okay because I am strong. I know who I am, I know what I want, and I know I can reach my goals because I have faith in myself. I just want to be better than ever before I don't want to settle for anything less than great I refuse to. Call me stubborn but It's who I am. And even if I shall fall I'll get back up. No more "trying" to do better it's either do or don't. Because trying is having the intention to fail.

 I miss a lot of people and things in my life, but I know what I'm doing right now is best for me. I'm independent, I don't need others surrounding me, I don't need a boyfriend and I don't really want one. I just need my family and true friends and with that I'm more than content. If someone special comes my way then I'll go for it, but I'm not searching for love. I'm focusing on Cait and I'm smiling everyday because life  is beautiful, and things are looking up for me (:
So smile it's the one thing people can never take away from you <3

Love Caity